22 - 27 Aug 2026

22/8/2026

Old man cooked, so I washed.  If the men in the family can offer to wash, I love to cook more often.  Unfortunately it's a tradition that I have cook and do all the wash myself, alone.  I have no energy to do so already...

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23/8/2026

Sinful dinner.

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24/8/2026

Attended course by our BDD and I had ate numerous vegan bento from her.

After the course was a stroll at Blk A with my mentor, yes strolling in columbarium as if it's a shopping mall.

It's has a magical peaceful vibe here and vintage interior with an exquisite touch.

Walked pass a private suite, pic taken from far, haiz...

Envy this love that is not separated by death;  the kind of love that I will never have for the rest of my life.

I can't force him to love me, sometimes feel sore that he doesn't but I know I have no right...

I am feeling more and more attached to Nirvana.  I hope more people will know about this place but reaching out will be seen as "she is trying to hard sell...", no matter how sincere I am.

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27/8/2026

7.30am at Ling San Temple with my eyes half opened.

Prepared small bowls of offerings.  The dishes were pipping hot and smelling so nice.

My arms were gone lolxx...

If spirits were there, I hoped they could help me out of northwest wind, if they appreciated that I served them.  I felt so helpless and desperate...

Prayers began at 10am.

Family members started coming in.

Glad that all tables and preparations were done on time, we sat at a corner to eat our vegetarian brunch.

It was too taxing on my old bones, I couldn't make it to help out the next day.

Cooked Japanese broad noodles for dinner.

Luis said was super nice.  I forgotten what side dish I had cooked.

15 - 21 Aug 2026

15/8/2026

 

Here for training.  It's a crowded morning.

My mentor cooking peach gum desserts, our BDD trainer cooked us lunch, what more can one ask for?

But a lot of people take things from granted.  It really doesn't mean that we should suck blood from people who are better than us.  They are better cos they deserve it.  I am not there cos I am lost...

A suite at Block A.

The little partition says: 佛土生五色茎，一花一世界，一叶一如来.

We lived, we are human.  Don't dump ourselves into the sea like an unwanted object, don't dump ourselves in the drain garden, we are not a piece of trash.

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17/8/2026

$69 black jacket ugly as hell although it fitted.  After a few minutes of struggle, I really couldn't comprise.

Walked pass Casetify.

How can someone be so good looking...

From ION to Plaza Sing.

First time seeing HDL bubble tea.  Going to meet my gf for dinner so didn't get to try.

2nd visit to Nanjing Impression, had dinner with gf.

This gf of mine is the kindest lady in the world but somehow didn't like to talk about funeral planning.

She said she will leave everything to her daughter (as if her daughter will know what to do) and didn't feel comfortable to visit Nirvana.

It's a pity that I can't extend my offer/help but she is still one of my besties.

香干马兰头　$8.80

酥浸金鲳鱼　$18.80

天王烤鸭包　$6.80

抄猪颈  $13.80

Gf love the dishes so much that she returned herself the next day lolxx...

My mentor ordered a super huge banner for me, how am I going to carry it out omg...

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18/08/2026

When you bumped into a nurse that didn't know how to draw blood... haiz...

My hand was bruised for over a week.

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20/8/2026

I wasn't making enough effort at 800+, haiz... didn't close a single deal.

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 21/08/2026

4hrs of commute in total to Nirvana.

If only the commute is shorter, I'll be able to spend more time here.

Witness the biggest 7th month prayer at Nirvana.

The most expensive packages of $1388 and $1088 were the first to be sold out.

$1088.

Economic buffet style.

For babies who came too briefly.

For fur babies who went over the rainbow bridge.

The canteen prepared $5 rice/noodles bento + drinks.

I used to think that the 5th level of Blk B has got the best feng shui.

This day I found the Premium Suite (for pedestal only) has got the MOST COMFORTABLE vibe ever!!!  I don't know how to describe it, but the moment I stepped in peace just fell upon like a veil... I wa wa wa wa numerous times  Probably the best spot in Nirvana to me, not sure about others.  But Winnie felt that this is an extremely good place too.

8 - 14 Aug 2026

08/08/2026

My mentor AI-ed me this poster, so I just post up on my social media since I wasn't in mood to create my own.

I don't normally used AI to create photos... like recently they create 80s look.  Previously was winter look, ancient china etc... I got them all in real life.

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9 & 10/8/2026

Vacay at Batam

COMING SOON

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11/08/2026

SG BigBang concert.

I was aiming for Diamond and Gold.

From here the queue started to move very fast.

Finally my turn, clicked into Diamond, the screen said "Securing your tickets..." and I was shivering at the verge of tears.  Then I got bounced out saying tickets not available, and this repeated like countless times.

I had to compromise with Cat 2.  I accepted what was given.  Later I heard many didn't even manage to get tix.

So Owl and me Cat 2 on Sat, yay yay yay!

(Owl later also gotten Cat 7 tix for Sun, I gave it a miss).

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12/08/2026

Meet up with clients at WhiteSands.  They were very old and gave me stack of $9K in cash for down payment.

Handling cash was scary but I think I have to get use to it.  It's also difficult to get in touch with them as they don't really respond to Whatsapp.  Nevertheless I will continue to send keep in touch messages, then call them once in a while to check on them, cos really very old liao.  I will take good care of them as long as I am alive de...

I pampered them with birdnest from Batam and NTUC vouchers.

Next I went to buy Laneige lip mask for my mentor for her forever chipped lips.

Her lips' condition improved a lot and she tossed away all the other lip balms lolxx...

The photographer finally send me the photos after 1mth1week.

After so long, the photos came raw unedited, I had to remove passerby human and do the color editing myself.

I am very short in reality, many times I looked as if I was kneeling in photos.  I am not trying to edit myself into a super model, but nobody likes thunder flabby arms and triple chins.  I paid so much but did all the work myself KNN.

She asked me to do a positive Google review, I replied thank you.  I didn't want to break people's lobang, but not recommended.  I will do my future photoshoot overseas in a small fraction of price.

Singapore just CMI for a pauper like me.

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13/8/2026

This is 天灵总道堂．

They have this one mega huge pedestal suite, selling at one price regardless of level.

I had tried to make an appointment (for more than 3 times) with someone for viewing.  He said he was busy blah blah blah... I said the place wasn't huge and would just take less than an hour for viewing including travelling (near at Kembangan).  Seemed to me he preferred to purchase from some other small temples at X3 the price?  When I smiled and said goodbye to him, he ignored me.  I had just wasted my time with someone without basic courtesy.  To think I had even bought him a small gift...

I think many people have very bad experience with sales people I understand; they didn't know I am too arrogant and busy to pester actually.  We all have 24hrs a day, fair enough; your time is precious, so is mine and it's your funeral, not mine.

I like it here but prefer Old Choa Chu Kang although it's 千里之外 for me haahaahaa...

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14/08/2026

Hot pot at HDL (Century Sq) at a weird timing of 3pm.

We had a sprint mahjong session before the meal and visited the kitchen after the meal.  They didn't allow photo taking in the kitchen, so we had one outside the kitchen as 纪念。