Friday, 24 April 2026

23 - 31 Mar 2026

 23/03/2026

I hardly absorb anything during the training.  Lunch break at Eat Three Bowls again.

One plate of fried chicken chop was too much, 卤肉饭 wasn't authentic already, it's changed to Singapore style, not oily any more, not gluey any more.

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24/03/2026

The gold color looked so striking against my red uniform.
I hope to wear this red t-shirt till my contract ends.  I don't want the white stiff collar top.  I hope the office don't place the order for a XXL top just for me, I am so fine with t-shirt sia.

Not much responsibility at work yet, also the girls were in the salon, so I ate out at Ban Heng Porridge.

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25/03/2026

I managed to cook fried rice before going to work.  Not sure how I did it, cos now I am so dead everyday lolxx...
The small portion shared with a son and sustained till dinner time.

Although I worked well with the girls but the pantry table was only big enough for 2pax.  Initially I don't how to fit into the work culture, took me a few days to adjust myself.  So now I either eat out or eat after their break.

Dinner ta bao back and had the whole small pantry to myself.
Nice but not my liking, no urge to return.
Basmati rice + eye mayo (too much cream) + beef (so dry) + tofu (this was nice)

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26/03/2026

Off day to JB.  Felt so lonely, if I had known, I rather stay single.

I was just running out of time, had only 30mins at Keijometo Cafe.
I took these photos quickly while waiting for the food to come.  The surrounding looked better in real.  Photos online looked like a half build deserted factory.
When I returned, food arrived on my table.

Salmon Ochazuke + green latte was about S$16 muaaahaahaa....
Tasted better expected, yummy big time, I have to come back again to try other dishes.

Took another few photos while waiting for Grab cab.

So I was at E&E Dental.
1st treatment was RM600, this 2nd treatment was RM636.  My AI sounded as if root canal was a torture.  But both my treatments were literally painless.

The root canal was about 1.5hrs, I managed to squeeze time to trim my hair.

Ta bao dinner back from Hock Kee.

Office was looking for me, so I talked to my trainer over coffee and butter fish.
Apparently they over heard my conversation with Effa.  I told her a bit of my story at my previous job.  They mistaken me for being unhappy with EIG lolxx...  My bad for being big mouth, I really have to zip up in the office.

I used to love taking the train but now I find the awaiting a bit annoying especially during coming in.

I brought dinner back to Oakwood for the helper and myself.
After dinner I saw this handwritten note on the box.  How many notes are written?  Does people read it the way I do?

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27/03/2026

Bathe my father, had simple homecooked lunch prepared by helper.
After lunch I had to head back home.  Not much time left to do my own things already.
I used to love being alone, but I felt so lonely.

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29/03/2026

It's hard not to spend working in NorthPoint.
I dare not stand on the weighing scale.

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30/03/2026

I cried my way to work, holding on to memories.
Then tears stopped when I alight.  I had work.

Spend money on dinner.

I was craving for Bibimbap but didn't know they put tuna flakes, I really didn't like it.  Of all meat be it chicken pork of beef, tuna flakes, I hate tuna flakes.
I took Mingo ice-cream on the way out.  The staffs knew I am a worker here.

It's almost the last day of buy 2 get 1 free.
Finishing my Ritual shower oil soon, I bought 3 bottles of essential shower gel for $78.  Good deal.

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31/03/2026

Why never inform sia, or because I didn't read the email??
Anyway the glass decal was done with 15mins and I took pics, reported to the manager.

I bought brunch.

Then I had chap chye peng for dinner.  The supervisor let me do $30 pantry shopping (small perk given by company).
I bought Peel Fresh (they like I don't like), Hokkaido milk (in glass bottle, bought 2 to try), cup noodles and these crackers.  The crackers are so good, yummy.

It's difficult to find time to blog, but I don't want to give up my diary.  During off days I catch up with some housework (although it's beyond my ability to clean up properly) and my own ironing.  I try to rest my old bones, I am really strained physically, all thanks to the man whom decided to draw clear financial lines with me.

But that said, he had forced to me a plight where I see money and freedom rolling in.  I should be able to fly anywhere to see BigBang.


Friday, 17 April 2026

15 - 22 Mar 2026

15/03/2026

I used Bigen.  It was the result I wanted, very black, I was sad and happy at the same time.  I felt that I looked swag light hair color, now my aura was being camouflaged.  I secretly hope that the black will not last too long...  The new job needed it black, but I'll see how far I can push their limit lolxx...

This elder son of mine, no money, still bought us drinks.

Bought a slice of cake at about S$8, tasty but too small.  It's half the size of reputable cake shops.

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16/03/2026

First day of work reporting to HQ at Paya Lebar.
After escaping from the "toxic circus" I was very uncertain.

A young malay girl and I had training together.  Her destination is Front Desk, mine is Skin Care Consultant.

Had small portion lunch.

Black until like that, haiz...

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17/03/2026

2nd day of work, I reported to the salon at NorthPoint.
NorthPoint was forever a maze, so I arrived 30mins earlier.  I knew the treasure hunt would take sometime.

This was going to be my "cave" for the next 6 months.

I had lunch 2 steps from the salon.

Still looked fresh (this is back dated, I looked very shagged now).

I love the fried rice full of eggs but the fried pork chop was a bit difficult for my stomach.

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18/03/2026

All the men I love are illusions.  All don't belong to me, some don't even love me...
AI photo of GD and me.  He deserved someone who will love him, marry him and have a happy family... same goes to another dragon...
My few little readers, please don't share this, I will get slashed from some extreme fans.

After 3 months, the necklace arrived.  Looked very Indian lolxx... it's still a 纪念品,though I can't say I love it very much.

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20/03/2026

Old man bought sashimi don for dinner.  Portion too huge for me to stomach everything.

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21/03/2026

Ajumma's Korean Restaurant for lunch.
还没赚钱就先花钱。。。

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22/03/2026

The job required nurse shoes.  SunnySteps loafers at S$125, haiz...
I was working with 3 young facial therapists all Malaysians.  They were so accommodative to me and very hard working.  I want to stay on...

Spend money again.

艇仔粥 with some prawn fritters.
Price was ok without service charge.

Then I had Shabu Sai dinner alone before going home.  I slowly at from 7 to 9pm.  By the time I reached home was 10pm.
I am married but single most of the time.

The new job was hectic, maybe would get better once I get used to it? 
人财两空的我,别无选择。。。

23 - 31 Mar 2026

 23/03/2026 I hardly absorb anything during the training.  Lunch break at Eat Three Bowls again. One plate of fried chicken chop was too muc...