15 - 21 Aug 2026

15/8/2026

 

Here for training.  It's a crowded morning.

My mentor cooking peach gum desserts, our BDD trainer cooked us lunch, what more can one ask for?

But a lot of people take things from granted.  It really doesn't mean that we should suck blood from people who are better than us.  They are better cos they deserve it.  I am not there cos I am lost...

A suite at Block A.

The little partition says: 佛土生五色茎，一花一世界，一叶一如来.

We lived, we are human.  Don't dump ourselves into the sea like an unwanted object, don't dump ourselves in the drain garden, we are not a piece of trash.

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17/8/2026

$69 black jacket ugly as hell although it fitted.  After a few minutes of struggle, I really couldn't comprise.

Walked pass Casetify.

How can someone be so good looking...

From ION to Plaza Sing.

First time seeing HDL bubble tea.  Going to meet my gf for dinner so didn't get to try.

2nd visit to Nanjing Impression, had dinner with gf.

This gf of mine is the kindest lady in the world but somehow didn't like to talk about funeral planning.

She said she will leave everything to her daughter (as if her daughter will know what to do) and didn't feel comfortable to visit Nirvana.

It's a pity that I can't extend my offer/help but she is still one of my besties.

香干马兰头　$8.80

酥浸金鲳鱼　$18.80

天王烤鸭包　$6.80

抄猪颈  $13.80

Gf love the dishes so much that she returned herself the next day lolxx...

My mentor ordered a super huge banner for me, how am I going to carry it out omg...

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18/08/2026

When you bumped into a nurse that didn't know how to draw blood... haiz...

My hand was bruised for over a week.

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20/8/2026

I wasn't making enough effort at 800+, haiz... didn't close a single deal.

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 21/08/2026

4hrs of commute in total to Nirvana.

If only the commute is shorter, I'll be able to spend more time here.

Witness the biggest 7th month prayer at Nirvana.

The most expensive packages of $1388 and $1088 were the first to be sold out.

$1088.

Economic buffet style.

For babies who came too briefly.

For fur babies who went over the rainbow bridge.

The canteen prepared $5 rice/noodles bento + drinks.

I used to think that the 5th level of Blk B has got the best feng shui.

This day I found the Premium Suite (for pedestal only) has got the MOST COMFORTABLE vibe ever!!!  I don't know how to describe it, but the moment I stepped in peace just fell upon like a veil... I wa wa wa wa numerous times  Probably the best spot in Nirvana to me, not sure about others.  But Winnie felt that this is an extremely good place too.

8 - 14 Aug 2026

08/08/2026

My mentor AI-ed me this poster, so I just post up on my social media since I wasn't in mood to create my own.

I don't normally used AI to create photos... like recently they create 80s look.  Previously was winter look, ancient china etc... I got them all in real life.

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9 & 10/8/2026

Vacay at Batam

COMING SOON

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11/08/2026

SG BigBang concert.

I was aiming for Diamond and Gold.

From here the queue started to move very fast.

Finally my turn, clicked into Diamond, the screen said "Securing your tickets..." and I was shivering at the verge of tears.  Then I got bounced out saying tickets not available, and this repeated like countless times.

I had to compromise with Cat 2.  I accepted what was given.  Later I heard many didn't even manage to get tix.

So Owl and me Cat 2 on Sat, yay yay yay!

(Owl later also gotten Cat 7 tix for Sun, I gave it a miss).

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12/08/2026

Meet up with clients at WhiteSands.  They were very old and gave me stack of $9K in cash for down payment.

Handling cash was scary but I think I have to get use to it.  It's also difficult to get in touch with them as they don't really respond to Whatsapp.  Nevertheless I will continue to send keep in touch messages, then call them once in a while to check on them, cos really very old liao.  I will take good care of them as long as I am alive de...

I pampered them with birdnest from Batam and NTUC vouchers.

Next I went to buy Laneige lip mask for my mentor for her forever chipped lips.

Her lips' condition improved a lot and she tossed away all the other lip balms lolxx...

The photographer finally send me the photos after 1mth1week.

After so long, the photos came raw unedited, I had to remove passerby human and do the color editing myself.

I am very short in reality, many times I looked as if I was kneeling in photos.  I am not trying to edit myself into a super model, but nobody likes thunder flabby arms and triple chins.  I paid so much but did all the work myself KNN.

She asked me to do a positive Google review, I replied thank you.  I didn't want to break people's lobang, but not recommended.  I will do my future photoshoot overseas in a small fraction of price.

Singapore just CMI for a pauper like me.

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13/8/2026

This is 天灵总道堂．

They have this one mega huge pedestal suite, selling at one price regardless of level.

I had tried to make an appointment (for more than 3 times) with someone for viewing.  He said he was busy blah blah blah... I said the place wasn't huge and would just take less than an hour for viewing including travelling (near at Kembangan).  Seemed to me he preferred to purchase from some other small temples at X3 the price?  When I smiled and said goodbye to him, he ignored me.  I had just wasted my time with someone without basic courtesy.  To think I had even bought him a small gift...

I think many people have very bad experience with sales people I understand; they didn't know I am too arrogant and busy to pester actually.  We all have 24hrs a day, fair enough; your time is precious, so is mine and it's your funeral, not mine.

I like it here but prefer Old Choa Chu Kang although it's 千里之外 for me haahaahaa...

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14/08/2026

Hot pot at HDL (Century Sq) at a weird timing of 3pm.

We had a sprint mahjong session before the meal and visited the kitchen after the meal.  They didn't allow photo taking in the kitchen, so we had one outside the kitchen as 纪念。

1 - 7 Aug 2026

 01/08/2026

Winnie came to be with me.  I like her smile.  She hardly smiles this way.

There's a lot in her, many adults the same...

We sat in Mcdonald's, she taught me how to do sales calculations again and bought me mango ice-cream haahaahaa... I felt like a kid.

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02/08/2026

My first time guiding a day tour, weeeeeeee...

It was a huge group I was in a small bus, there was another big bus (and we were "warned" not to bring such huge group again haahaahaa...).

The group was huge but I only had 2 guests under my wings.

Group photo at Sembawang Fortune God Temple.

2nd stop Kok Fah Farm.

I super love the free range atas pet chicken.

声势浩大 group photo at the main hall of Nirvana.

I was rather disappointed that my guests were here for a free ride to see their niches and pedestals.  They had expressed their interest in our funeral packages.  But I didn't pin high hopes.

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03/08/2026

Miracle happened, they called me in the morning.  Appointment was fixed on a day where I was in Batam.

I went Rivervale Plaza, there was nothing, old man picked me up then we went Compass One.

Of everything we end up having Shabu Sai for dinner haahaahaa...

But was good and satisfying.

Then otw home, suddenly he decided to by a funeral package for our family.  Before he changed his mind, I ran down Nirvana the next day.

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04/08/2026

So we bought a 3D2N funeral package with interest free instalment.

It's totally transferrable, ie. whoever in our family goes first (choy choy choy), will be able to utilize the package.

Pre-planning is very important as it is difficult to make decisions when we are grieving.  Most of the time, people are forced to accept whatever is given, or perhaps rather, it is what it is people just leave things as it is and wait for regrets to come later.  Dispute also arises somehow or rather...

So, it's my funeral, I call shots.  We take charge of our own funeral.  Also not with any tom dick henry, but with Nirvana.

After settling my business, went for seminar at TRIO.

Heng, dinner was provided.

The speaker was very loud, so I had no chance to yawn.