累 beyond description

 Date: 13/11/2020 (Fri)

Lack of up dates cos I wasn't home most of the time.  Whenever I am home, I struggled to clean up the forever dirty house.  My legs are so sore that I literally couldn't stand or walk any more.

Although fitness training at Oakwood is only an hour, the to and fro took 2hrs, to cool down and bath took an hour or less, lunch was another hour.  Most of the time, other then turning on the washing machine, I am too tired to do anything else back home.  Nevertheless I could see my baby sis more.

This day we walked out for lunch after training.  Yummy zhi char at coffee shop just that we had to put up with black faces of the serving crews.

You are looking at fish soup and ngo hiang.  Very yummy.

My baby sis was eating as much petai as she could, cos Oman no petai at all.

We ordered song fish head but 3/4 song fish was given instead, still good, no complains.

Back to Tampines, went to the clinic and it was closed.  My butt bleeding again, sigh...  I probably need another surgery if it gets worst.

Ta bao teow chew porridge for dinner.  I actually wanted those pork porridge for myself but hubby wanted teow chew porridge.  I said I no energy to do the washing.  He said he would wash, I was fine with anything as long as I don't need to do anything.

累 beyond description.

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Date: 14/11/2020 (Sat)

Cleared off the last piece of hamachi collar, it was so frozen until not so nice already.  PapaVoo was very happy with sambal ladies fingers, made beef balls soup with left over salted veg, tobiko XLB and lastly deep fried soft shell crabs.  I added in too much fish sauce and used the wrong flour.  But dinner was still good.

Yo-yo weight

 Date: 09/11/2020 (Mon)

My fitness trainer cancel Mon sessions with all reasons under the sun.  This day he cancelled just before I stepped out of the house, he said his uncle pass away.

So, I had to change back to home clothes and try to get back to sleep.  It's a bit difficult but I was too tired to do anything else then to lie on the bed.

I made japanese char siew with rice for the 2 kids for lunch.  Though ideally ramen will be better but no more ramen de.

Night time went IKEA hoping to find suitable containers to keep Darren's socks and masks but couldn't find.  Here's our sinful dinner which contributed to the failure of my weight lose diet.

I am going nuts, torn between eat and be happy then gets upset later; or don't eat and be moody through the day then wait for the weighing scale to announce my happiness.

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Date: 10/11/2020 (Tues)

Haiz.... but what to do.

Baked frozen croissants and I screwed them up while having my workout session. 

Luis and me, sitting down, nice chit chat over not so nice food.

The brunch was so unhealthy, so I decided to atone by juicing.  It's a genius way to clear off those extra cucumber and broccoli.  I added in lime juice and an apple, taste not bad.

Ta bao dinner, half of the roast pork were fats which I discarded, haiz...

Backache till cannot sleep...

 Date: 30/10/2020 (Fri)

As expected, weight bounced back, but probably cos there's no output.

Having another 3 days juice detox.  They gave me a free Berry Chia which I gave it to Darren.

He inherited my constipation problem.

I am more concern of the juices helping in detox than weight lose.  7 years ago, I can lose 1kg every week, now it takes more than 2 weeks and I guess it can't go any faster liao.

Luis's gf couldn't come over as often as she likes, so when she's here, I'll try to cook for her.

You are looking at pan fried pork jowl with tamago.

Dinner.

Fried rice with the above black pepper iberico pork for the kids.

PapaVoo and I had porridge with pee pee beef balls.

I ate the hamachi collar with teriyaki sauce all by myself which was filling enough with a bit of porridge.  Cutting down carbo is my only way to lose weight.

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Date: 31/10/2020 (Sat)

Surprisingly it dropped back.

Delivery came with nice bags.

Bernice brought a big tub of yogurt and some cheese cake.  Her friends send her lots of food for her birthday, her family couldn't finish, so brought over to share calories lolxx...

Was supposed to have dinner at 6.30pm, but PapaVoo's handphone buyer was late due to heavy rain.

Dinner was delayed till about 7.45pm.

I fried the fresh live tiger grouper.

Don't tell me I should steam cos I had been preparing steam fish so often, time for a change.

2 tiger groupers was $38 from Apollo Seafood and they threw in a free spicy fermented bean sauce.

Stir fried baby bak choy with black beans, replicated what we ate at Mohota Kitchen.

It was a nice feast for our wedding anniversary, heehee...

Ta bao roast duck from Dian Xiao Er.

Dinner started late = washing also ended late.

I was tossing about the whole night.

I saw a lizard trapped at 3am.  I felt sorry for it but I had no choice.  I was so disturbed that I couldn't sleep.  By the time I was sleepy enough, my entire back was in pain.  Pasted Salonpas and I knew I had to take panadol in order to sleep.  So I only get to sleep the next day from 9.30am to 2.30pm.

Not feeling too well

 Date: 29/10/2020 (Thurs)

There's a sudden plunge.  So let me be happy for a day.  I know for sure will bounce back.

Darren used his handcuffs for the 1st time last mid night, heehee... we so happy for him.  We asked him every detail, I am so awed lolxx....  But I can't share it over here lah.

Went to the doc collect my medicine, 破财消灾。But honestly, it's a matter of time that I go for another surgery, the medication just tame down the swells to a certain extend.  Once piles are formed they become a time bomb waiting to explode.

PapaVoo ordered 4 packets of porridge from Wang Lei which I slot them in my drawer freezer like books lolxx...

Dinner, pan seared moo ping which oozed out a lot of oil, so I might as well put in the carrots.

I limited myself to 1 stick of moo ping.

Had some omelette with crab meat.

The 12 groupa fish slices in porridge, taste not bad.  PapaVoo and I ate the porridge while I had made noodles for Luis.

This is life lolxx...

My butt acted up again...

 Date: 27/10/2020 (Tues)

I think I am safely below 59.5 for now, I hope....

There's this guy keep commenting that soy milk not healthy, bad for thyroid blah blah blah....

It's really rude, you know.....

When ppl happily drinking their cold beer, you don't tell ppl their liver is going to burn;

when ppl eat pork knuckles, you don't tell ppl it's too fatty;

when ppl drink bubble tea, you don't tell ppl it's very fattening;

when ppl eating chicken rice, you god damn don't tell ppl it's very high in cholesterol!!!!

You f**king go and eat air ok!

I blocked him.

Everything eat in moderation lah, right or not?  Ppl also know some food not healthy, nobody wants to die, right?  You keep preaching, as if happiness is a sin, as if ppl are stupid, not right.  Urrrgg.......

Anyway, made beef skewers which had been sitting in the freezer forever.

I ate less cos my butt was bleeding a little already.

I bought mega huge hair clips, one for myself and one for Eileen, Luis's gf.

Cute hor, the big face kinda keeps hair from falling also.

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Date: 28/10/2020 (Wed)

I decided to sleep longer, took Grab to Oakwood for fitness training.  He taught me boxing, very shag but fun.

I bathe and napped, though on and off woke by my baby sis's typing and phone beeps.

Made burgers for my niece and nephew.

Ireland crystal buns were well received.  Thin crispy skin with the fluffiest soft bread inside.

Baby sis cooked us lotus root soup and stir fried tofu with bean sprouts.  We had quinoa to go with instead of rice.  We finished lunch around 2.30pm which was a bit too late to go home.  So I supposed to go Plaza Sing from Oakwood to meet my friends for dinner.

Everything was well till I went toilet, constipated and bleed very badly till I broke into cold sweat.

It was so bad, I was feeling dizzy, couldn't meet my friends any more.  My sisters were so worried and I felt so bad.

Called cab home and sleep again, ate a pear for dinner, lie on the bed till late night to sleep through.

I hate my ass....

Very very tired...

 Date: 23/10/2020 (Fri)

A surprised drop of 100g, but I know it's not going to stay.

I woke up at noon as usual.  Garlic toast the last Gardenia bun, no more such bun please.... phew.  Had banana and coffee which my fitness trainer will disapprove....

Birthday boi Darren requested for Mookata, so we went Spicy Thai Thai which had moved from Aljunied to Bedok.

The charcoal grill was nice, but the table was so big that we had to eat standing up most of the time.

Hopefully that will help to burn off some calories lolxx...

End with desserts, patz tummies.

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Date: 24/10/2020 (Sat)

I am so sad  T____T  Is it the weight of shit that's not out yet?

Angliss came earlier than expected when I was about to wash the toilet.

Their air flown veg are so expensive....

So I might as well cook dinner.  My first try preparing soft shell crabs and it turned out freaking yummy.

The crabs outside I ate only had legs, these from Angliss were very fat and meaty.  It's so perfect with the sea asparagus.  We had pandan chicken also which I think I screwed up in the air fryer.  Also cooked Darren's fav minced pork potato stew, he always ate 2 bowls of rice with this dish.

I owe my fitness 1.5hrs of exercise which I really couldn't make it.  I am totally drained....

Closing both eyes to my messy house...

 Date: 20/10/2020 (Tues)

Whole body ache after Mon's workout.

I was back to the initial drop of 59.2kg, please at least let this stay....

My sis gave me a pack of Gardenia bread, I kiap it with jap char siew.

The once familiar bread no longer taste good, I want back my french brioche buns.  I am so spoiled liao.

Had to clear fridge, especially the DoDo products with short expiry.

Dinner fried rice, fried yaki soba (going to expire), pan fried cheese tofu and a soup of fish balls and beef balls with organic chye sim.  Dinner was great, but I dreaded the washing.

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Date: 21/10/2020 (Wed)

Yo yo weight, when can it stop yo yo-ing, I rather it not drop if it's meant to bounce back..... haiz...

Porcupine lotus buns from Angliss are soooooo cute.

It's in bright pink, if it's in baby pink, I'll die from the cuteness lolxx...

Workout on Wed was challenging as I was still sore from Mon's workout.

Had to cook lunch for my precious little nephew.  He was hungry, so I steamed a porcupine for him first.

Then I made him tamago and pan fried some japanese char siew with yakitori sauce.

For my sisters, I made dried oysters and chinese sausage with steam rice.

After lunch made my way home.

Shoppee parcels came.

Bought kitchen disposable towels.

Nice and thick with bear imprints.  I will use these for food, the white ones will use for wiping.

From the same seller some tissue paper, came with a heat pack as freebie, but nobody's having winter this year.

Body ache.........

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Date: 22/10/2020 (Thurs)

Made the same Japanese char siew buns for Darren before he went to work.

After that I went for massage at Century Sq, it's not bad but extremely pushy to sell package.  The bloody sales manager gave me a black face when I refused to sign up, so I will never go back ever again.  They are not the only TCM massage available.

Hoping to find some cheap deals....  Uniqlo's marketing team not exactly intelligent.

Who needs autumn/winter wear now??  All stuck and rot in Singapore liao lah.

For those who have to fly off, they are likely to be frequent business travelers and will have more than enough attire.

After my facial at SkinLab was about 6.30pm and I was too tired to go Jewel's Muji Cafe.

PapaVoo said he over ordered mala for himself and Luis, so I came back home to eat a good portion of leftovers.

House turning into a bin but I was done for the day.....