It's July

 Date: 01/07/2021 (Thurs)

My breakfast and lunch.  I like to warm up my cakes in the microwave, the texture will be softer.  How about you?

Dinner was Japanese curry with chicken for the children, plus ebi fries for PapaVoo and me.

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Date: 02/07/2021 (Fri)

PapaVoo bought me lunch.

After lunch, Angliss delivery came.  Gonna have lots of frozen breakfast lolxx...

6 mini hot dog buns for $1 was too good to be true.

Old man and I went for a foot and shoulder massage followed by teow chew porridge for dinner.

We drove to the new waffle and ice cream called Around, there were a small crowd outside, so we gave it a miss.  Probably takes a month for the hype to die down ba...

Depression

 Date: 29/06/2021 (Tues)

Bake the baguette, melt some cheese, stuffed in eggs and bacon for Luis.

Myself, I steam the milk cake before they spoil, shelve live not too long for this fresh item from Paradise Group.

I made chicken stew for dinner, they hated the coriander lolxx....

I have been thinking a lot as to why am I so unhappy......  Logically there shouldn't be a reason.....

I don't need to work, I am safe at home, my children are doing well, my baby sis is back from Oman..... I am perhaps expecting too much from him..... probably I have so much free time that I started to pick at him..... he is totally not affected and not bothered.

Saw this from a Youtuber.  She may be right, cos I am not waiting for anything, I have nothing to wait, nothing to look forward.

Before Covid, I will wait for the holiday, no matter how screw up things may be before it, no matter how many months is the wait, I know the day will come, where I can pack up, pick up my luggage and go.   Travelling filled my heart and soul so much...... when one trip ends, it's time to plan for another and it repeats.  I never ever, seriously, ever thought this beautiful cycle, my life cycle will be broken.

Initial half a year I was ok lazing at home, now not ok.....

Now I am empty...... I am feeling so depressed.  Depression is scary......

I need to pull myself out......

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Date: 30/06 2021 (Wed)

I ripped off the package from the dish washing liquid bottle and bought a sprayer to put the degreaser liquid.  Whenever I look at my kitchen top, I 暗爽。So sleek......

I made mini brioche buns kiap spicy tuna and kaya & butter for Luis.

He asked for more and had 4 in total, can't thanks Angliss enough...

June ending...

 Date: 28/06/2021 (Mon)

I made breakfast platter for Darren and Luis.  You are looking at:

1) mini pancakes kiap cheese and jam

2) arabiki sausages

3) Paradise milk steam cake

4) mini black pepper chicken pie

Dinner ta bao, PapaVoo bought me bittergourd with fish slice.

12.30am toss until 2.30am then sleep...... I going to die sia.....

Noodles' Day

 Date: 27/06/2021 (Sun)

It was a noodles' day.  The kids requested for instant noodles for tea break.

I gave them these and they were squeaking with joy lolxx....

I added in chicken karaage, nai bai and eggs.

Dinner was noodles again.  Purchase from Angliss.

This for PapaVoo and me.

This mala pack for Darren and Luis.

Our atas prawn noodles, I added in veg, egg and iberico pork collar shabu.  The mala ones I didn't take pic.

The prawn broth was very thick and special, no the hawker type.

Managed to sleep at 2.30am.  Have to get back to 1.30am at least, though my target was 12am.

Focus towards positive

 Date: 24/06/2021 (Thurs)

Last night PapaVoo tugged back 2 bags of gifts.

A tibits bag from his colleague.

And a cosmetics bag from his boss's sis-in-law.

I died on the face masks..... I hardly buy any face masks but forever cannot finish using them.

I prefer wash off masks which are more for purifying than these paper masks which are more for moisturizing.  Too much of these masks gives me breakouts de.....

The fun one is this.  One lipstick with 3 colors.

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Date: 25/06/2021 (Fri)

PapaVoo half day, bought me brunch.  Yummy CKT with loads of green veg.

My baby sis came for dinner, I was so happy, cooked her fish soup.  Totally forgotten to take pics.  Had korean beef and nai bai which were almost gone by the time I took this pic lolxx...

Trying to sleep early but failed as usual.

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Date: 26/06/2021 (Sat)

Had a shock when I woke up and saw my Baymax like this...... didn't know to laugh or cry...... who raped my Baymax sia.....

After watching a Youtube, I started to rip of packages.

From the left my eye wash, hair serum and sanitizer, all pink and beautiful sitting on the common bath's ledge.

It's coincidental, eye wash bought 2 months ago, hair serum since 2 years and the sanitizer was from my kid sis.

I should had take the before pic.  I didn't even know my laundry products are pink till I ripped off the distracting packaging.

My shelf is so damn pretty and aesthetic looking now.

Go walk walk, put on make up to make myself happy.

I think a lot of my makeup stash will be expired before half use.

One of my fav place in Singapore.  I have said this a thousand times, Changi Airport and Jewel are my pride.

I can stay here the whole day, but he can't.  Maybe I'll come over alone again.

Trying to get back the feel.....

Had dinner at PuTien.  Smelly smelly still a Michelin restaurant.

Lazy to run through the menu, ordered a set menu.

We saw a young couple with 2 very small kids around 3yo.  The father sat with one kid, the mother sat at another table with another kid.  Eat until like that, I rather ta bao de.  But again, I don't know how they feel ba......

After being 冤枉 ultimate times, I realise that how I feel is not necessary how ppl feel.  Ppl see me as lazy, snobbish, crude, when I am actually in so much ache and sore.  Too quiet becomes snobbish, cos I used to be dying to get ppl to agree with me and thus becomes crude.

I am still quiet lolxx....

Had supper before going home lolxx......

He insisted me taking a pic with A&W Bear, no idea why lolxx....

Anyway, I felt less depress and slightly happier.   Focus focus focus..... focus towards positive.