After work ended at Eunos, requested hubby to bring me to eat frog's leg porridge. He brought me to Sinma. We had tofu, the topping was minced pork with minced dried shrimps, very very nice.
This was forever good, $16 for 3 frogs.
I ate slowly, enjoyed every mouthful, thankful for the meal that brought a bit of happiness.
This was my last meal around 4pm before my surgery tmrw.
In the evening, I drank 2 litres of this. It smells like leaked gas and probably this was how liquid gas tasted like.
Sibei 苦命 to go through this. Went to the toilet, it was good detox.
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Date: 02/12/2019 (Mon)
4.30am, I drank 800ml of that medicine. Went back to sleep, woke up at 6.30am and flushed out the 800ml. Reached the hospital slightly late for 7.30am appointment.
I was given a bed, a set of pink top and skirt, and a needle on my hand, slight ouch. I was pushed to the theater on this bed. As I wasn't allowed to wear glasses or lens, everything was blurred in a good way. One of the Dr said that she was going to inject some medicine through the needle on my hand. I decided to close my eyes and let her do whatever she need....
The next moment I opened my eyes, I was back in the ward already, I had no idea what happened in between. I thought I was supposed to be conscious lolxx...
No pain but just that I was weirdly tired as if I had mopped the house 10 times. I was made to stay till my low blood bounce back.
Hubby wheeled me to get medicine, then we went home, everything was smooth sailing.
No appetite for lunch, slept throughout the afternoon. Evening, had some porridge. After which I thought I was well enough, so I started to do some housework. Over estimated myself, felt faint followed by pain. All he did was play with his ipad, the mess in the house had nothing to do with him. He wasn't aware of what's happening. Sometimes I imagine if I drop dead at home, he probably will never know until I decompose de.....
I showered quickly and hurried back to bed. The pain got worst and I had to take panadol to get to sleep. From then I know, I had no choice but be a pig and lie down on bed.
When can things ever gets better? When?
I didn't share any of these in other social media sites. I like this space here cos only a few of you reads this blog and the.... most of you don't know me in real person. I don't want to let my friends know then I have to answer and thank them, very tiring de.... And yet at the same time, I want some one out there to know there's someone, an ordinary person, little old me, with constant contradictions in life, but continues to move forward trying to make a better living.
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