16 - 22 Aug 2025

16/08/2025

Got a one day job, registration crew for event at Dunman High School, lobang from son.  I was so late that I had to Grab when I reach Mountbatten Station.

Job requirement tech savy, but actually a 3yo also could do.  Paid 7hrs but real time at work was about 3.5hrs only.

Lunch provided.

But not the most appetizing.

We even had to debate what sauce was on the fried dory as it was tasteless.

A pretty corner of the school.

Then the back door of the school was closed.  Walked 1km back to Mountbatten Station.  The weather was very warm and horribly humid as per normal.

Took a good look at Geylang River with a big smile, cos I earned a 100 bucks.

I msg Yo about my day, didn't reply, I think I am losing this person...

Sons' father bought me steam fish for dinner.

That was his best effort, but it was still unforgiveable without an apology.

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17/08/2025

Love this, it's so flora fresh yet strong.  I am sure I will get another bottle after this.

Went interview for a role of Live stream assistant.  Something that allowed my hair to be as it was.  Took the wrong bus ended further away, had to Grab, it was a slit throat of S$15 for 4mins ride.

Selfie in the lift of King's Center after the interview.

The place offered me the job.  But something was just not right, I should be happy but I wasn't.

The next thing I knew, I was stranded in a bus stop.  I msg Yo again, told myself it would be the last.  I lowered myself so much for that little bit of attention.

By the time bus came, haiz...

Meanwhile I managed to find a faster way to reach my new job place.

Yo didn't even look at my msg, felt as if I lost my last ray of light.  But no energy to cry...

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18/08/2025

As if it's not bad enough, the company decided to chose another candidate after me, hur hur...  So I knew it behind my mind.

I send Yo my last massage with all my blessings... soaking in my own soap opera, then suddenly replied.  I was so happy that I cried.

Too much roller coaster not good for my blood pressure.  Suddenly there was a button which I pressed on and started my 2.4km brisk walking around Poi Ching School.

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19/08/2025

Demon Slayer + dinner with kids (one day salary gone lolxx...)

XW grill at Century Sq.

After dinner, I persisted the 2.4km brisk walk on this windy night.

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20/08/2025

Since I didn't get a job, I might as well have local holiday, with Yo.  I send a msg to ask Yo to fly over... no read no reply.

Visit my niece, baby sis and I bought her tulips.  She's having 2 or 3 months MC after knee surgery., heart pain...

Kid sis friend was so nice, she cooked and brought over a big tub of noodles for us.

We shared about our marriage horror stories, cried a bucket, I was really depressed.  I appreciated her kindness, though it leaded to her religion.  She was suggesting marriage counselling.  I was thinking about it...

Later part of the evening still no read no reply, I changed my mind and deleted the msg...

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22/08/2025

Had a online job interview.  The pay was good enough to make me part with my blonde hair.

Not that I didn't want to work, some body, any body got to give me a chance right?  Everything sounded promising but will I get it?

My heart throb, this boyfriend seemed to be the only who can stop me from dying.

Sons' father placed Chan Brothers itinerary to ChongQing on my laptop, left written single sentence to ask me to go with him.  His way of trying to reconcile but of course I had to turn down.  I agreed to go for the counselling.  Hope to end this drama ASAP.